6/18/2009

Random

During the last week I:
- Worked, arriving late one day and early another
- Went to the mall and bookstore with my sister and her boyfriend
- Got annoyed with people that walked randomly into my house like its their own.
- Got a visit from Kimmi, and filmed a vlog with her
- Hung out with my best friend John, and saw my best friend Dani
- Uploaded several pictures to Dailybooth
- Played Disney Scene It, and won : D
- Dog sat my future live-in dogs at my future house
- Saw my best friend Amanda (I have more than one best friend...)
- Finally saw my cousins and aunt after weeks of not hearing from any of them
- Watched my sister play Spyro, and she beat it in two days
- Chatted with my friend Alex
- Become hooked on MyZoo, which is a facebook application that allows you to build a zoo. I'm at level ten, and have every animal that I can have so far.
- Tried to catch up at textsfromlastnight, but haven't succeeded yet.
- Become an internet monger
- Had a few off days to do whatever I feel like doing
- Gotten payed
- Finally got my JohnnyDurham19 t-shirt, and have to mail it back for a smaller shirt
- Played Sims 2
- And watched Elizabethtown

I know, I need to update more frequently.
Oh well.

Random things I found out today:
- Facebook has a pregnancy test application that starts out asking you what your gender is, then asks if you're nautious, have food cravings, etc. Oh the world we live in...
- Johnny sent out a pin with each t-shirt, and I found mine on the floor. It says Rawr : D
- Water and keyboards don't mix
- After a full day at home, I'm incredibly restless.

Thats it for today.
I hope to see you soon.

<3

6/15/2009

Whoops : D

I know I haven't updated in days.
I'll be back later with a fun filled, upbeat entry!
: D

6/11/2009

Whats this? A random blog?

Today, my emotions have been on a rollarcoaster.
I don't remember the last time its been like this...

Bad Things:
Today I woke up around noon and Rachel informed me that dad was, yet again, drunk.
He was awake until around 1 this afternoon.
We had an arguement because he wanted to fix the part of the refridgerator door that was broken, or help me fix it.
I said no, that he should go to bed.
After going back and forth for a minute, me getting fed up and coming in here, and going back and forth some more, I yelled.
"Look! You're making me angry! I think its time for you to go to bed!"
So he yelled back, and FINALLY went to bed.
I was able to fix that piece in two minutes.
Other things have been said about dad's behavior earlier today, and frankly, this is it.
I'm finished being nice to him.

Good Things:
I got ready a little bit after that.
Rachel and I went up to work, and I actually had a reason for it... but we ended up just chatting with my manager and coworkers for a little bit... haha
Then we came home so I could check my bank account...
Put gas in my car...
Went to the video store, and exchanged "He's Just Not That Into You" for "Changeling," which is an AMAZINGLY good movie. Like no lie.
It just seems rather long.
Anyway.
After that, we got food at McDonalds (yuck.. but we were hungry).
Theeen we drove out to Dani's Shoppe.
We had a lovely visit with her, even though the poor dear was tired because she didn't get very much sleep due to the storms.
Rachel and I came home around six, and entered into the house to lights blazing and Danielle making an oatmeal cake.
Which turned out quite well.
I farmed alot on farmtown (facebook)...
And we watched "Underworld: Rise Of the Lycans," which was kind of bloody due to the battle scenes, but really good.

Bad Things:
Mom, Rachel and I got into a small fight, but we're okay.
We discussed dad and have decided that he needs to leave.
And we're supposed to have a meeting about it tomorrow.
I'm not looking forward to it. At all.
I hate attempting to be the bad guy.
And I don't want to kick him out.
I really, truly don't.
If he could just not drink and in tern not make an ass of himself, then we would all be fine.
Its not a situation I like being in.
We've been in this situation before, and not said anything.I think its time for that to end.
And Kyle can't fix the second computer.
So I probably can't take mine with me when I go.
Unless we can come up with money to buy a new one.
Which won't happen unless mom can go to work every night instead of sleeping.
And I'm flat broke.
Until next week.
I don't even think I have enough for phone minutes if those go.
And Kyle is leaving on Saturday. For a longish amount of time.
And that sucks.
And if we kick dad out, he may not feel inclined to help me move.Which sucks, because who else is going to help me?

Good things:
John is coming over tomorrow night (I really hope).
I'm still moving soon.
I've seen a ton of good movies in the past couple of days.
I have tomorrow off.
Its been an all around good week.

Even after the good things, I feel like crying.
Whyy must today be so... emotional?

<3

(I hit you with a ton of stuff in this entry...)
Explanations:
Dad: He's an alcoholic. My parents are divorced due to this very reason. They have been divorced for ten years, and dad has been living here for three. See why he needs to leave?
Kyle, John, Danielle, Dani: Our friends. Kyle, John and Dani are mine. Danielle is Rachel's, but we've all pretty much taken her in and loved on her a bit.
Kyle is leaving on an internship, and he was working on a computer for me, but it needs a new motherboard that he doesn't have time to install.
Dani's parents own a Resale Shoppe.. She works in it.
And this is how I blog on myspace, with a bunch of odd half sentences and thoughts.
I'm usually more ... together.
But. Obviously today is a hard day.
And I'm not up to fixing it.

6/10/2009

Wasting the Day.

So I'm pretty much just chillin' right here until work...
Which is at five.
Its 1:18 p.m. right now.

I've debated with myself quite a bit on this subject.
On one hand, I am feeling very, very lazy at the moment and haven't done a whole lot toward "getting ready for the day."
And since I have the next two days off, I can afford to be as lazy as I want to before work.
On the other hand, I should probably go up to school and talk about Financial Aid with them, because I'm moving out of momma's house soon and I know school will be very hard to pay for unless I get some kind of help.
And I should probably declare my major (Double majoring perhaps in English and Education, and minoring in Creative Writing).
And being lazy before work makes me really antisocial, so much so that it affects my work day.

Honestly, I have nothing to do as of late besides get my school stuff in order.
So can't that wait another day?
I hope so.
Because from where I'm sitting, nothing productive is happening.

If I go up there, all I'll be worrying about is getting out of there on time to rush home and get ready for work.
Then rush to work, where I will resent having been rushed an be in some sort of odd and foul mood.

... So it looks like the lazy aspect of the day wins.
I do have tomorrow off, so I will probably end up doing everything I need to do then.

But what should I do with my day until 3:30 or 4?
I could play Sims 2.
I could pack.
I could, but I'll probably end up vegging out in front of the television...
Which is fine, I suppose...
Its summer. People are expected to be lazy, right?
Meh. I still feel bad for taking a lazy day.

I don't know if this blog makes any sense whatsoever.
... Time to go back and edit.

Hope to see you soon!

<3

6/09/2009

Why Hello

Heeey.
This is my very first blog on this account that will count.
During a time that seems like a million years ago, I posted two entries.
And what they said isn't important in the least, so I deleted them.
I didn't even recall having a blogger, you see.
That tells you how much I cared.

But now I do care.
I want to invite people into my daily life.
Its technically for the Youtube users that have taken an interest in it,
But if you're not on youtube, and just stumbled accross, feel free to stay for awhile.
: )

I'll attempt to update this thing regularly, but honestly I make no promises.
I hope to talk to whoever you are soon : D

<3