I feel miserable.
Like my heart is being stretched and pushed down upon, almost like it's weighed down.
I feel like screaming and shaking someone.
I feel... Well, a little like this...
What don't I understand? Please, help me out. What is it? Is it frustrating that you can't be with this person? That there's something keeping you apart? That there's something about this person that you can connect with? And whenever you're near this person, you don't know what to say, and you say everything that's in your mind and in your heart, and you know that if you could just be together, that this person would help you become the best possible version of yourself? - Dan Burns, "Dan in Real Life"
I don't expect him to stay with me for a million years, or to propose, or to marry me.
I just want him to try.
Sorry for the dramatic post...
It happens to the best of us.